Origin

I've been on this website with a message board system. I happened across a spiritual board and I've learned alot in the last few days. Most of which has helped cement certain conclusions I've been circling around, and spiralling to for years.

I've begun the study of reiki, and starting next friday, I'll begin my formal study of zazen, and hopefully, a new lifestyle. It's going to take time, but I've nothing to lose if I fail. Might as well.

I've felt a huge desire to pickup the study of a few things lately, so I'll be dividing my time by day, and then by the hour, so I can regiment the interests equally. I'll spend some time figuring out exactly how this is going to be done, and then draft a schedule. In the meantime though, I need to spend the next few days preparing for friday.

I feel like I'm this close to solving the puzzle I've been working on since I was a young child. I'm very interested to see what the study of zazen and reiki produce, especially when it comes to application in the area's of guitar playing and kendo. Time will tell, but I feel as though i am very very close to finally unlocking the origin of my own existence. I am eager to pursue these things.