My friends are reading this. If I'm alive tomorrow, I must have some good friends.

Well sports fans, I'm back and better than ever. Progress with starcross has resumed, at an exponential rate. The website will be updated soon, if all goes as planned.

In the mean time though, an unusual developement has occured, I met a wonderful young woman. Tatika Laksono, or in full, Bunga Tatika Mirnala Laksono. Funny, I thought I had a long name. At any rate, two weeks into this odd relationship I've already committed myself to a summer vacation in her home counrty - thats right, none of that home bread human shit. I'm going to... Indonesia. o0 whodathunkit.

I do however have to ask myself if perhaps I'm repeating the same mistakes. I moved for a girl once. Now I'm just going on vacation. It makes me wonder if I've grown up, or grown less intelligent. I suppose progress or reprogression is still an advance in scientific terms, but regardless of that, I do feel a genuine connection. What concerns me most about this trip is the recent out break of SARS. I'm not so keen on comming back with a case of the creepy crawly lung funk of doom. But, you only live once, and chances to find love, happyness, and sex are probably rarer than a case of SARS.... Wait, that didn't help any - fuck.

Anyhow, I'm going ... o0 i think, I have to fill out my vac form today... ok I'm back - I just filled out my vac form. o0 I feel complete.

It makes me and my pants so happy.

So yeah, heres to hopin nothing unkind or venerial happens *lol*.