It's been an interesting couple of days. Slowly letting go of the past makes you realize alot of things, especially about your self. It's been 4 weeks since I've seen my best friend. I've been upset about it, but what can i do? He's a father now, he'll be in school soon, married soon - His role in my life is changing, and he now has a completely different set of priorities than he did a few months ago while Aubrey was pregnant. He's gone from goof ball to stressed out hard working father in the matter of a year and there isn't much I can do about it. He's always up at his mom's house from what I can can figure, sleeps at anyone of three households. He's too busy to call, and works constantly or watches his kid Josh. Guess it's just time to let go of what I knew him to be, and wait and see what kind of man, what kind of friend he'll become if he chooses to stay in touch. Guess he crossed the bridge before all of us kids. Mikey and Amber are married, Wes and Mark are lost causes. Ben joined the army a few years ago and I haven't seen or heard from him since.
All my friends are slowly fading away, and new faces are appearing as well, most notably my Boss - Jon, my co-worker Nathan, and my girlfriend, Tika. Most importantly Tika - what wonderful woman. Anyhow, I'm goint to wrap it up for now. I've got some more thinkin to do.