Finally Free

She made it. All this time I've been walking on the edge of a knife worrying about hurricanes, hi-jackings, missed flights, running out of gas, car trouble, and every other god damned thing that could possible go wrong and nothing happened. Thank heaven.

It's funny how getting what you want with out any problems makes you appreciate the true meaning of patience. I know what it is, but it's funny how a practical excerize in the function will not increase your ability to use that function, but appreaciate it all the more. It makes the big things easier to take and the little things easier to ignore. It's like RAM. But with out the unscrewing your housing part... WE ARE BORG.

Minty crack wweeeeeeeeeee o0

So now she's here, leaning on my shoulder ... with what felt like her nose (we've been crying, mental note, wash sweat shirt [booger stuff?]) mmmmm mucas. o0

I have to ask my self if I understand what I'm doing. Why I'm here, and what it means in terms of change and adapatibility in my life. What am I going to part ways with, and what will I come across that's worth keeping sight of, and whats worth holding on to. There are so many things that trail and streamline the imagination. Cognition is the birth of life, and necessity the mother of invetion. We think there for we are, and need therefore we build.

I think there for I am and need therefore I've built. I've built a bridge into another world, one that operations on a set of rules I don't know, and speaks a langauge in which the only word I know is ... Taco. I have work to do. Tomorrow will be where I've gotta make sure my steps land in place and in time. I've gotta make sure my actions and timing are exactly where they need to be. In this new world I have a number of things to locate and recognize, and deal with.

Finally though, the chapter of instibility and self doubt has come to a close, and I've managed to jettison the thorn in my hoof that wouldn't allow me to walk on with out problems. The arrogance, and ignorance of my youth has given way to the endless nexus of Love that just happened to come my way. I'm finally free of all the misery, and all the hate. The anger and frustration I felt when i failed in the fast I'm finally able to let go of. I'm able to let go of everything now. I'm not caught up in the form any longer. Substance changes form, I understand this now. ^_~

But enough blabbin'. I've got work to do.

Love you Karla.

- Later world.